The events of my mother along with my ex have all happened inside the same apartment. I really dont know why I still stay here. I guess at first it had to do with the financial issue and finding a place and time matching up. It just got prolonged over and over again. I thought maybe after the restraining order and her stalking the house that would press me and my dad out of the apartment.
And for my ex, she made this place such a better place. I got new memories of all the good times. They seem to overlap over all the places where the bad things happen. Now shes gone and these good memories cause pain. Its a double dose now in the apartment and its scary when i think about it. I really need to get out of this place soon.
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