Crime Scene Locations

I have always been interested with feeling that lingers in places where really bad things have happened. For the most part even though they cleaned up after the incident and also changed the furniture, the wall color, carpets, etc The thought and feeling is still there. Its weird because it could be something that happened so long ago but is felt by strangers. Now it is a different thing all together when the victim returns to this scene or has to live in the space it occupies. Sure they change everything but from time to time emotions are felt from the past.  With what happened with my mother, I get moments where i look at my couch where she used to sit and it hits me again. It lingers in my mind in the form of audio as I stand and stare. Its that moment of the day where every thing else going on stops. It feels the world stops spinning in that moment. It is living with a scar and remembering how you got it despite it almost being unnoticeable. I have not spoken to her in years but she speaks to me with these halts in time.